Hi Guys!!! as you know already, I have been M.I.A for ages, can't remember how long, but yeah.
I would probably have a better reason, or rather A reason to not being able to blog soon, because I start Tafe in a couple of months, hooray! no more boredom at home doing nothing. Let me speed you up...
I've been cooped up in my house for the past 6-7 months due to my fail to get into my Bachelor of music University course and missing Tafe semester 1 applications, so I've had to wait until now to apply for Tafe, seeing as I'd rather do a different course and have income as a graphic/Web Designer before I go for my uni course again.
for those who are bored enough to read this and don't know what tafe is for whatever reason, Tafe is an alternate form of further education, rather than going to Uni after High school.
Anyway, I've been doing some artworks and projects, if you want to see them, click the link below!
http://watashiwa-coud-san.deviantart.com/gallery/
...I'm sure you'll love 'em!
Well, I've run out of things to say, I'll blog again sometime!
Ja-ne~!
Monday, May 18, 2009
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
back from the dead..
Hi guys, it's been a while, almost a year i think...
anyway, I never really had anything to talk about, and from what I see, I don't see anyone reading mys blog anyway, but I'll continue.
I've been busy with art projects, poetry, dance choreography and sketch requests and whatnot, so if you ever wondered if I fell off the face of the earth, then no I didn't, and if you wanna see my art and poetry, here's a link to my personal port-folio http://watashiwa-coud-san.deviantart.com/gallery/
if you wanna see me dance, well, I'm on youtube, but, you gotta find me first! hahahahah.
anyway, I might post something again in the next couple of days if not weeks.
Mata-Ne~
anyway, I never really had anything to talk about, and from what I see, I don't see anyone reading mys blog anyway, but I'll continue.
I've been busy with art projects, poetry, dance choreography and sketch requests and whatnot, so if you ever wondered if I fell off the face of the earth, then no I didn't, and if you wanna see my art and poetry, here's a link to my personal port-folio http://watashiwa-coud-san.deviantart.com/gallery/
if you wanna see me dance, well, I'm on youtube, but, you gotta find me first! hahahahah.
anyway, I might post something again in the next couple of days if not weeks.
Mata-Ne~
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Porn (both real and hentai [anime pornography])
Hi guys!, havent blogged on in a while. I found something to rant on about....
okay, porn, I know it's a sort of touchy subject but, suck it up guys! I don't get how the hell people get so fricken high over seen people lose their dignity on the net, and I get in crap about not watching it! look, I don't care if your into watching it, I respect that, but don't get me into your arguements when I say "I don't watch it, I'm not interested in it." why? Because I respect women and their mdesty, yeah sure, girls might say "Yeah, you say that, but when you get to the point your gonna have sex, if the girl says no, you'll force it onto them!" yeah, thats what you think!
if that isn't enough, I get called 'fag', 'gay' and whatnot, just because I don't watch it, well, now I'm talking to you! I'm not going to put up with your crap! so I'm going to tell you this, you better be hiding yourself in a corner under a desk, because I'm not putting up with being put down just because I respect women enough not to watch crap like that!
then I move onto Hentai. A little lesson first, the word 'Hentai' is normally a japanese word for 'pervert'. that in itself proves that it's something negative. then, the so-called "art-form" known as hentai is the porn version of ordinary anime/manga.
Even the simple thought of it makes me sick, let alone how much bigger the population of retarded idiots who crack a fat in their pants is than those who do in front of normal porn. It's just not right! I mean, think, anime was created for a reason, entertainment! not erotic pleasure! if your one of those who support it, I've got a different quote than "I respect you interests but don't put it on me!"
GET A FRICKEN LIFE AND LET GO OF YOUR DICK!!!!
I can put up with porn freak dickheads and google eyed pricks who stare at bare tits all day, but I sure as hell cannot stand hentai freaks! I will not stand for people to demoralize an art form in which I love so much by creating something as low as this! I mean c'mon! right now, things like this are making anime turn into something below elephant turds, and I can't take it anymore! Anime is a great thing, I don't want it becoming something that is only used for orgasmic pleasure!
so please, grow a dick, build a bridge, and maybe guts to get a girlfriend, AND FRICKEN GET OVER IT!!!
okay, porn, I know it's a sort of touchy subject but, suck it up guys! I don't get how the hell people get so fricken high over seen people lose their dignity on the net, and I get in crap about not watching it! look, I don't care if your into watching it, I respect that, but don't get me into your arguements when I say "I don't watch it, I'm not interested in it." why? Because I respect women and their mdesty, yeah sure, girls might say "Yeah, you say that, but when you get to the point your gonna have sex, if the girl says no, you'll force it onto them!" yeah, thats what you think!
if that isn't enough, I get called 'fag', 'gay' and whatnot, just because I don't watch it, well, now I'm talking to you! I'm not going to put up with your crap! so I'm going to tell you this, you better be hiding yourself in a corner under a desk, because I'm not putting up with being put down just because I respect women enough not to watch crap like that!
then I move onto Hentai. A little lesson first, the word 'Hentai' is normally a japanese word for 'pervert'. that in itself proves that it's something negative. then, the so-called "art-form" known as hentai is the porn version of ordinary anime/manga.
Even the simple thought of it makes me sick, let alone how much bigger the population of retarded idiots who crack a fat in their pants is than those who do in front of normal porn. It's just not right! I mean, think, anime was created for a reason, entertainment! not erotic pleasure! if your one of those who support it, I've got a different quote than "I respect you interests but don't put it on me!"
GET A FRICKEN LIFE AND LET GO OF YOUR DICK!!!!
I can put up with porn freak dickheads and google eyed pricks who stare at bare tits all day, but I sure as hell cannot stand hentai freaks! I will not stand for people to demoralize an art form in which I love so much by creating something as low as this! I mean c'mon! right now, things like this are making anime turn into something below elephant turds, and I can't take it anymore! Anime is a great thing, I don't want it becoming something that is only used for orgasmic pleasure!
so please, grow a dick, build a bridge, and maybe guts to get a girlfriend, AND FRICKEN GET OVER IT!!!
Friday, May 9, 2008
Dear [secret],
I know that you will not know who you are, and those who know this will know who this is. I find myself confused at what I should do, when we met, I grew to know you, when we got to know each other, I grew to like you. I have liked you for a while, and only a select few know that it's you, and they know who they are.
Those who know me well enough know that I'm not a girlfriend stealer, a force of habit, you might say, I turn away from any form of 'love' towards girls who are taken, but for some reason You were different. I don't know why, but when I found out you had a boyfriend, I still liked you, I still wanted to get closer to you, trying to find a way to find a quality that I have that you would like about me. And just recently, I find myself in a confusing dilemma, whether to be happy or sad for You.
Finding out that you and your boyfriend broke up. that day, I walked away from you for a few minutes, I'm sorry for that, but I didn't want you to see me smile. I was sort of overjoyed that your single now, but at the same time, I'm so sympathetically sorry for you.
What should I feel more, I like you, thats why I'm happy your single now, but I don't want to look evil because I wanted you to break up with your Boyfriend, I want to ask you out, but I don't want to look like I don't care about your feelings, I want to comfort you, but I can't stop smiling.
I know that you will not know who you are, and those who know this will know who this is. I find myself confused at what I should do, when we met, I grew to know you, when we got to know each other, I grew to like you. I have liked you for a while, and only a select few know that it's you, and they know who they are.
Those who know me well enough know that I'm not a girlfriend stealer, a force of habit, you might say, I turn away from any form of 'love' towards girls who are taken, but for some reason You were different. I don't know why, but when I found out you had a boyfriend, I still liked you, I still wanted to get closer to you, trying to find a way to find a quality that I have that you would like about me. And just recently, I find myself in a confusing dilemma, whether to be happy or sad for You.
Finding out that you and your boyfriend broke up. that day, I walked away from you for a few minutes, I'm sorry for that, but I didn't want you to see me smile. I was sort of overjoyed that your single now, but at the same time, I'm so sympathetically sorry for you.
What should I feel more, I like you, thats why I'm happy your single now, but I don't want to look evil because I wanted you to break up with your Boyfriend, I want to ask you out, but I don't want to look like I don't care about your feelings, I want to comfort you, but I can't stop smiling.
Monday, April 7, 2008
Semi-Permanent
I went to a conference for graphics design & the arts called Semi-Permanent. Awesome conference, got to see some awesome artists like Ben frost and Amy Sol, and some animators like Pixar and Sixty40.
I loved it, a very inspiring experience, if only I got to get one of Amy Sol's prints...
AAARGH!!!!
oh well, I just hopes she exhibits here in Sydney, I'll love it, I love her works, something about them just makes me want to just sit there and stare at her artworks for the rest of my life!
well, maybe not that long, but a very long time!
heehee
I loved it, a very inspiring experience, if only I got to get one of Amy Sol's prints...
AAARGH!!!!
oh well, I just hopes she exhibits here in Sydney, I'll love it, I love her works, something about them just makes me want to just sit there and stare at her artworks for the rest of my life!
well, maybe not that long, but a very long time!
heehee
Things girls don't realise about guys...
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.
2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-- how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye.
9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
11. Guys are very open about themselves.
12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
14. Guys love you more than you love them.
15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.
16. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.
25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
32. Not all guys are buttholes. Just because ONE is a butthole doesnt mean he represents ALL of them.
33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs.
34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually.
35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.
36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.
37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.
39. Boyfriends think their Girlfriend's are all #1 for a reason.
40. If something we said can be interpreted two ways, and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one.
41. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! We'll get it for you, but just LET US KNOW WHAT YOU WANT!!!!
42. Crying is blackmail.
43. If it itches, it will be scratched. Guys do that.
44. guys are not mind readers and never will be. guys lack of mind reading ability is not proof of how little we care about you.45. If a guy ask what's wrong and she says "nothing," he will act like nothing's wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.
46. When a girl go somewhere with a guy, absolutely anything she wears is fine. Really, you look fine!!!
2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-- how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye.
9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
11. Guys are very open about themselves.
12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
14. Guys love you more than you love them.
15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.
16. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.
25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
32. Not all guys are buttholes. Just because ONE is a butthole doesnt mean he represents ALL of them.
33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs.
34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually.
35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.
36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.
37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.
39. Boyfriends think their Girlfriend's are all #1 for a reason.
40. If something we said can be interpreted two ways, and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one.
41. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! We'll get it for you, but just LET US KNOW WHAT YOU WANT!!!!
42. Crying is blackmail.
43. If it itches, it will be scratched. Guys do that.
44. guys are not mind readers and never will be. guys lack of mind reading ability is not proof of how little we care about you.45. If a guy ask what's wrong and she says "nothing," he will act like nothing's wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.
46. When a girl go somewhere with a guy, absolutely anything she wears is fine. Really, you look fine!!!
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Music..
I randomly found myself thinking about music, then *poof* this popped into my head, I wanted to write it down immediately, but since I was already at my computer, I thought I'd post it up here instead!
Music is my life,
And you are my Rythm.
Your heart beats my Tempo,
and your voice is My Melody
Music is my life,
And you are my Rythm.
Your heart beats my Tempo,
and your voice is My Melody
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