Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Porn (both real and hentai [anime pornography])

Hi guys!, havent blogged on in a while. I found something to rant on about....

okay, porn, I know it's a sort of touchy subject but, suck it up guys! I don't get how the hell people get so fricken high over seen people lose their dignity on the net, and I get in crap about not watching it! look, I don't care if your into watching it, I respect that, but don't get me into your arguements when I say "I don't watch it, I'm not interested in it." why? Because I respect women and their mdesty, yeah sure, girls might say "Yeah, you say that, but when you get to the point your gonna have sex, if the girl says no, you'll force it onto them!" yeah, thats what you think!

if that isn't enough, I get called 'fag', 'gay' and whatnot, just because I don't watch it, well, now I'm talking to you! I'm not going to put up with your crap! so I'm going to tell you this, you better be hiding yourself in a corner under a desk, because I'm not putting up with being put down just because I respect women enough not to watch crap like that!

then I move onto Hentai. A little lesson first, the word 'Hentai' is normally a japanese word for 'pervert'. that in itself proves that it's something negative. then, the so-called "art-form" known as hentai is the porn version of ordinary anime/manga.

Even the simple thought of it makes me sick, let alone how much bigger the population of retarded idiots who crack a fat in their pants is than those who do in front of normal porn. It's just not right! I mean, think, anime was created for a reason, entertainment! not erotic pleasure! if your one of those who support it, I've got a different quote than "I respect you interests but don't put it on me!"

GET A FRICKEN LIFE AND LET GO OF YOUR DICK!!!!

I can put up with porn freak dickheads and google eyed pricks who stare at bare tits all day, but I sure as hell cannot stand hentai freaks! I will not stand for people to demoralize an art form in which I love so much by creating something as low as this! I mean c'mon! right now, things like this are making anime turn into something below elephant turds, and I can't take it anymore! Anime is a great thing, I don't want it becoming something that is only used for orgasmic pleasure!

so please, grow a dick, build a bridge, and maybe guts to get a girlfriend, AND FRICKEN GET OVER IT!!!

Friday, May 9, 2008

Dear [secret],

I know that you will not know who you are, and those who know this will know who this is. I find myself confused at what I should do, when we met, I grew to know you, when we got to know each other, I grew to like you. I have liked you for a while, and only a select few know that it's you, and they know who they are.

Those who know me well enough know that I'm not a girlfriend stealer, a force of habit, you might say, I turn away from any form of 'love' towards girls who are taken, but for some reason You were different. I don't know why, but when I found out you had a boyfriend, I still liked you, I still wanted to get closer to you, trying to find a way to find a quality that I have that you would like about me. And just recently, I find myself in a confusing dilemma, whether to be happy or sad for You.

Finding out that you and your boyfriend broke up. that day, I walked away from you for a few minutes, I'm sorry for that, but I didn't want you to see me smile. I was sort of overjoyed that your single now, but at the same time, I'm so sympathetically sorry for you.

What should I feel more, I like you, thats why I'm happy your single now, but I don't want to look evil because I wanted you to break up with your Boyfriend, I want to ask you out, but I don't want to look like I don't care about your feelings, I want to comfort you, but I can't stop smiling.

Monday, April 7, 2008

Semi-Permanent

I went to a conference for graphics design & the arts called Semi-Permanent. Awesome conference, got to see some awesome artists like Ben frost and Amy Sol, and some animators like Pixar and Sixty40.

I loved it, a very inspiring experience, if only I got to get one of Amy Sol's prints...

AAARGH!!!!

oh well, I just hopes she exhibits here in Sydney, I'll love it, I love her works, something about them just makes me want to just sit there and stare at her artworks for the rest of my life!

well, maybe not that long, but a very long time!

heehee

Things girls don't realise about guys...

1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-- how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye.

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

11. Guys are very open about themselves.
12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

14. Guys love you more than you love them.

15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.

16. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

32. Not all guys are buttholes. Just because ONE is a butthole doesnt mean he represents ALL of them.

33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs.

34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually.

35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

39. Boyfriends think their Girlfriend's are all #1 for a reason.

40. If something we said can be interpreted two ways, and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one.
41. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! We'll get it for you, but just LET US KNOW WHAT YOU WANT!!!!

42. Crying is blackmail.

43. If it itches, it will be scratched. Guys do that.

44. guys are not mind readers and never will be. guys lack of mind reading ability is not proof of how little we care about you.45. If a guy ask what's wrong and she says "nothing," he will act like nothing's wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.

46. When a girl go somewhere with a guy, absolutely anything she wears is fine. Really, you look fine!!!

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Music..

I randomly found myself thinking about music, then *poof* this popped into my head, I wanted to write it down immediately, but since I was already at my computer, I thought I'd post it up here instead!

Music is my life,
And you are my Rythm.
Your heart beats my Tempo,
and your voice is My Melody

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

City Outing

Today was quite fun, minus the Math class. Meeting up with a few old friends at the city. Sydney city is so beautiful, except for the pollution, both air and ground! A new aquaintance won a Tofu stuff toy.. thing, and we went asian style, CAPITOLS PICTURES!!!

well yeah, then we just walked around city aimlessly looking for crap that we probably wouldn't need, but hey, all for the sake of memory! Yeah, we planned this day Ages ago, but we still had a few bumps along the way, like meeting place was changed like, twice, then, money for train fare there and back, etc. We still had fun, thats all that mattered, although, a few of the caps photo's we took were a bit gay!

harharhar

Monday, February 25, 2008

Japanese Exhange students

a few friends & I met a few of them on saturday, yes I forgot to mention this on my saturday blog, but, who gives a crap anyway, I'm telling you now, so It doesn't matter.

Anyway, their names were Tamai & Ai, a sweet pair, they were fun to talk to, even though they had a hard time understanding us, but hey, thats the point isn't it? they come to Australia to learn English more fluently. Yeah, it was fun seeing their surprised faces and happy smiles whenever Me or my friend talked in Japanese, because we both studied the language in year 10, so, naturally, I know how to recite a few lines from the top of my head.

throughout that night, Ai's relative's And friends called during the night, we got to meet them, briefly, which lightened the mood a bit more than it already was. It was a fun night, but hard out Asian!

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Let me try this once more


I'm going to try writeing some poetry...
just as soon as I get an idea

Hi guys

Back again! just to show something aboutmy recent 'discoveries' about myself and other stuff.

I realized, that before, I used to be quite talented in literatuere, Poetry more like it, But I hate how I can't think of anything that romantic anymore! it sucks blue balls man! but yeah, I loved how I could make a girl swoon by the words I write on a page, but that talent is gone, GONE I tell you! I can't even write songs anymore! well, um, good one's anyway, but I had like, one good song. Oh well, If only I had that back, if You don't believe me, I can tell you with no BS in my voice, head, mind, soul, heart that the Blog under this is Purely, solely, utterly, completely Mine!

Man I miss those days.

Friday, February 22, 2008

Looking through My blog On bebo, Found My old poem for my Ex

If I could have anything on this earth forever what would it be?
It would be you, it would be the way your eyes shimmer in the moonlight whenever you look at me
It would be the Vibrant gleam In your smile that makes me smile
it would be your bubbly attitude that makes even the most silent of people laugh
But most of all, it would be the way you make me feel, everytime you walk into the room, I just can't stop Smiling
The way you just seem to make me so happy I just want to shout, That is what I Want to Have Forever!

Thursday, February 21, 2008

I'm Sorry speech, message for girls with guy best friends

I'm sorry
that i bought you roses
to tell you that i like you

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice,
not an a**hole

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up,
and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy

I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend

I'm sorry
If I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry
That you can't realize..
I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care But most of all

I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I can ever do anything right, and nothing that I do is goodenough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry
I caught your bf with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for...

I'm sorry
That I told you
I loved you and actually meant it.

I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your bf was threatening you instead of spending time with my family.

I'm Sorry
That i cared

I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talk about how you wish you could have done something different.

Ladies always bitch and b**** to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with a**holes who mistreat them. Well ladies next time you're b****ing, maybe look up to see who you're b****ing to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on you every word as usual, screaming in his head "WHY WON'T YOU GIVE ME A CHANCE?"Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.

[A word to all those girls who think that everyday, somedays or one day. Your rightful lover could be right next to you!]

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

HSC Year 12 is stressing

White hair forming!

Yes, exessive amounts of stress increases the rate of white hair development! And I get that exessive amount from year 12 assessments! I have about three or four assessments due in the same week, which doesn't make it any easier when I have two of the hardest nonstream, Dance & Visual Art, then I have an English assessment which I need to work on aswell!

ARGH!!!!

well, Quick Blog, I tag out!

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Starbucks

ok guys, I might be advertising, but I like starbucks coffee, I like chilling out at the cafe in Mt. Druitt, yes I may be 17, but I'm a coffee addict!

My favourite hot drink there is a Vanilla Latte, mmm! I just love it! I don't usually get anything else, but if I do, it's usually cold drinks.


I went with a friend today after school, just hung out, because we don't usually do so since she moved schools and church, she's a very close friend of mine, yeah, you know who you are!

well yeah, I have a lot of HSC stuff to get done so I'll tag off for now!

Bye-bee!!!

Thursday, February 14, 2008

Valentine's Day

The Day to celebrate the simple emotion known as Love. Labelled as 'Emergency day' to some who loathe this holiday, some people find it as the opportunity to become the hopeless romantic that every girl either hates or wishes their current boyfriend was, something like that, Other's think it's a conspiracy created by card & chocolate companies to get sales. Anyway, I was curious to find out how Valentine's Day came to be, so I looked it up & this is what came up;

Valentine's Day is a public holiday which is celebrated on the 14 of February. Tradition that on the day, people would send Roses, cards &/or candy to their sweetheart as a way of expressing their feelings towards each other. Valentine's day, named after two Christian Martyrs named Valentine, it was devoted to romantic love in the time whn the tradition of Courtly [casually known as "Chasing] Love was 'in bloom.'

yeah, I got bored one day and decided to research on something pointless, heh, well, personally, I'm one of those guys, you know, those hopeless romantics, only thing is, I'm the unsuccessful one! Well, Valentine's day just reminds me of a mistake that happened in that day, a year back, today will be-- Secret --. it's too personal to be on this thing, but, I don't want to think about it too long.

Oh, just a reminder, an exact month from now is White Day, a holiday celebrated in Japan to counter Valentine's Day; Reason being, the custom in Japan is that girls will buy chocolate for their boyfriends or love interest. White Day is the appreciation day where boys give something White back, as a sign of thanks for the chocolate.

well, Have a good one people! Happy Valentine's Day!!!