City Outing

Today was quite fun, minus the Math class. Meeting up with a few old friends at the city. Sydney city is so beautiful, except for the pollution, both air and ground! A new aquaintance won a Tofu stuff toy.. thing, and we went asian style, CAPITOLS PICTURES!!!

well yeah, then we just walked around city aimlessly looking for crap that we probably wouldn't need, but hey, all for the sake of memory! Yeah, we planned this day Ages ago, but we still had a few bumps along the way, like meeting place was changed like, twice, then, money for train fare there and back, etc. We still had fun, thats all that mattered, although, a few of the caps photo's we took were a bit gay!

harharhar

Japanese Exhange students

a few friends & I met a few of them on saturday, yes I forgot to mention this on my saturday blog, but, who gives a crap anyway, I'm telling you now, so It doesn't matter.

Anyway, their names were Tamai & Ai, a sweet pair, they were fun to talk to, even though they had a hard time understanding us, but hey, thats the point isn't it? they come to Australia to learn English more fluently. Yeah, it was fun seeing their surprised faces and happy smiles whenever Me or my friend talked in Japanese, because we both studied the language in year 10, so, naturally, I know how to recite a few lines from the top of my head.

throughout that night, Ai's relative's And friends called during the night, we got to meet them, briefly, which lightened the mood a bit more than it already was. It was a fun night, but hard out Asian!

Let me try this once more

I'm going to try writeing some poetry...

just as soon as I get an idea

Hi guys

Back again! just to show something aboutmy recent 'discoveries' about myself and other stuff.

I realized, that before, I used to be quite talented in literatuere, Poetry more like it, But I hate how I can't think of anything that romantic anymore! it sucks blue balls man! but yeah, I loved how I could make a girl swoon by the words I write on a page, but that talent is gone, GONE I tell you! I can't even write songs anymore! well, um, good one's anyway, but I had like, one good song. Oh well, If only I had that back, if You don't believe me, I can tell you with no BS in my voice, head, mind, soul, heart that the Blog under this is Purely, solely, utterly, completely Mine!

Man I miss those days.

Looking through My blog On bebo, Found My old poem for my Ex

If I could have anything on this earth forever what would it be?
It would be you, it would be the way your eyes shimmer in the moonlight whenever you look at me
It would be the Vibrant gleam In your smile that makes me smile
it would be your bubbly attitude that makes even the most silent of people laugh
But most of all, it would be the way you make me feel, everytime you walk into the room, I just can't stop Smiling
The way you just seem to make me so happy I just want to shout, That is what I Want to Have Forever!

I'm Sorry speech, message for girls with guy best friends

I'm sorry
that i bought you roses
to tell you that i like you

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice,
not an a**hole

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up,
and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy

I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend

I'm sorry
If I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry
That you can't realize..
I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care But most of all

I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I can ever do anything right, and nothing that I do is goodenough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry
I caught your bf with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for...

I'm sorry
That I told you
I loved you and actually meant it.

I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your bf was threatening you instead of spending time with my family.

I'm Sorry
That i cared

I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talk about how you wish you could have done something different.

Ladies always bitch and b**** to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with a**holes who mistreat them. Well ladies next time you're b****ing, maybe look up to see who you're b****ing to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on you every word as usual, screaming in his head "WHY WON'T YOU GIVE ME A CHANCE?"Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.

[A word to all those girls who think that everyday, somedays or one day. Your rightful lover could be right next to you!]

HSC Year 12 is stressing

White hair forming!

Yes, exessive amounts of stress increases the rate of white hair development! And I get that exessive amount from year 12 assessments! I have about three or four assessments due in the same week, which doesn't make it any easier when I have two of the hardest nonstream, Dance & Visual Art, then I have an English assessment which I need to work on aswell!

ARGH!!!!

well, Quick Blog, I tag out!

Starbucks

ok guys, I might be advertising, but I like starbucks coffee, I like chilling out at the cafe in Mt. Druitt, yes I may be 17, but I'm a coffee addict!

My favourite hot drink there is a Vanilla Latte, mmm! I just love it! I don't usually get anything else, but if I do, it's usually cold drinks.

I went with a friend today after school, just hung out, because we don't usually do so since she moved schools and church, she's a very close friend of mine, yeah, you know who you are!

well yeah, I have a lot of HSC stuff to get done so I'll tag off for now!

Bye-bee!!!

Valentine's Day

The Day to celebrate the simple emotion known as Love. Labelled as 'Emergency day' to some who loathe this holiday, some people find it as the opportunity to become the hopeless romantic that every girl either hates or wishes their current boyfriend was, something like that, Other's think it's a conspiracy created by card & chocolate companies to get sales. Anyway, I was curious to find out how Valentine's Day came to be, so I looked it up & this is what came up;

Valentine's Day is a public holiday which is celebrated on the 14 of February. Tradition that on the day, people would send Roses, cards &/or candy to their sweetheart as a way of expressing their feelings towards each other. Valentine's day, named after two Christian Martyrs named Valentine, it was devoted to romantic love in the time whn the tradition of Courtly [casually known as "Chasing] Love was 'in bloom.'

yeah, I got bored one day and decided to research on something pointless, heh, well, personally, I'm one of those guys, you know, those hopeless romantics, only thing is, I'm the unsuccessful one! Well, Valentine's day just reminds me of a mistake that happened in that day, a year back, today will be-- Secret --. it's too personal to be on this thing, but, I don't want to think about it too long.

Oh, just a reminder, an exact month from now is White Day, a holiday celebrated in Japan to counter Valentine's Day; Reason being, the custom in Japan is that girls will buy chocolate for their boyfriends or love interest. White Day is the appreciation day where boys give something White back, as a sign of thanks for the chocolate.

well, Have a good one people! Happy Valentine's Day!!!