Friday, May 9, 2008

Dear [secret],

I know that you will not know who you are, and those who know this will know who this is. I find myself confused at what I should do, when we met, I grew to know you, when we got to know each other, I grew to like you. I have liked you for a while, and only a select few know that it's you, and they know who they are.

Those who know me well enough know that I'm not a girlfriend stealer, a force of habit, you might say, I turn away from any form of 'love' towards girls who are taken, but for some reason You were different. I don't know why, but when I found out you had a boyfriend, I still liked you, I still wanted to get closer to you, trying to find a way to find a quality that I have that you would like about me. And just recently, I find myself in a confusing dilemma, whether to be happy or sad for You.

Finding out that you and your boyfriend broke up. that day, I walked away from you for a few minutes, I'm sorry for that, but I didn't want you to see me smile. I was sort of overjoyed that your single now, but at the same time, I'm so sympathetically sorry for you.

What should I feel more, I like you, thats why I'm happy your single now, but I don't want to look evil because I wanted you to break up with your Boyfriend, I want to ask you out, but I don't want to look like I don't care about your feelings, I want to comfort you, but I can't stop smiling.